Something is Happening to Me and I’m Not Sure What It Is, But I think It Is Good

The nights of crying your eyes out give way to days of laughter. Psalm 30:5 The Message

You came to me when I least expected.
In such a still small way.
A cracking of the frozen self that I had become
As I grappled with how to go on in this state of wondering…always wondering why.

You filled me with a hope so tiny and fragile, the size of a mustard seed.

And the hope became faith in all things I know to be true.

Still even after all this time of pain and suffering, You stayed, even when I was so angry I could barely take another breath or even face another day.
You held me in Your arms I could not see or even feel,
While I questioned Your very existence.

You are God and Your love is leading me back to the home You have made within my heart.

life…just saying